Re-discovery

Hello Again
To all who read this blog

I am currently writing at 2:21am, my usual time of up late and thinking deeply etc etc, I write this after some deep thought and having watched fully 'Shrek The Musical' ( Bloody good if you've not seen it, watch it, really good)

And I had a small moment in it and I can't remember where exactly may have been an hour and forty-seven minutes into it, but I had a moment of resonance, that sparked my brain and connected to me on a different level. What that level was I cannot describe but I remembered why I wanted to fully get into technical theatre , why I left university in liverpool to change my career path, why I wanted to improve my self, having that first spark of why I wanted to be a theatre technician started a chain re-action of why I have made changes to my life, why I wanted to move out of liverpool, why I chose to do many things in last couple of year to change and improve my lifestyle.

I have had various stress or implications / complications - what ever you wanna say or call them or whatever at uni with shows/people/work you name or pick it it's been there or happened. ( that may not be good english I can't tell ). But I strayed off my life path as we all do from time to time, but gladly I got some down time at home and got to re-visit places and people who was there when I started it all, these actions leading up to now, I caught up with them and re counted my new tales, I discussed theres and generally a peaceful catch up and play with people.....it got me back to my roots which was what I fully needed I think.

There are many people I have to thank for it, alas I can't name them all but if you have seen me this week, you know who you are drama people, new friends, old workers and of course My best friend ryan always you.
But this thanks not only goes to them but to people in carlisle , two people especially who have to put up with me in probably the hardest working conditions and stressful conditions... I don't know how you guys do it but without you, I don't think I would have lasted as long as I have.

I am going strong, I may  have ventured off my path but I remembered why I took it in the first place, It is a hard path forging your goals and then saying thats where I am going , it may be long, it may be hard and I may have to venture off here or there but this is what I want....

Usually my post have a picture and better define meaning to them, but this one is really just me rambling about my re-discovery moment, me remembering the basics, the fundamentals, the reasons I chose to change and to the life I wish to live...
I hope you all get that and you all experience it yourself, its a beautiful feeling and one I wish I have again and again in life... especially at the end when I have achieved something spectacular

Thank you all who are there and support me through life, to those who inspired, to those who are reading
and especially to those who know what I am talking about and know that without them, I would never be here now or writing this post.... THANK YOU  
Best Regards
Your man in the hat
Joseph Reynolds ;) X