Hello all
I am writing this after a hell of a busy week and one dam terrible weekend of possible one of the worst illnesses/ viruses you can possible contract.
But after two days of loss of strength, thought and fluids I am feeling mostly better and when I have been able to gather my thoughts or be left with them floating freely. It gave me quite some time to review past half a year or so and look at myself between then and now, my goals, my adventures, my change and what I am I suppose.
And I've faced a lot this weekend, both physically and mentally and I realised quite a few things
I could have handled lot of stuff better
I miss of couple people in my life
I'm out of touch with quite a few things
I get far too stressed far too easily / same could be said for being wound up
I could be far better with my cash / far better with my work
and quite a few more things
I think I need to re-think quite few things on my out looks and just try to be little bit more laid back in so much, I need to get off my laptop a bit more and read more books i think, get some earlier nights too
I'd probably say this weekend I've been to a little personal hell and back and had time to gather myself in a ill limbo to review myself and see what does and doesn't matter, what I should stress about and what I shouldn't and mostly importantly what I should have in my life whether it be here now or when it does come along, quite few mistakes I wish I could change but sadly I cant but once again
I shall stick to my best friends advices the most note-able begin "everything happens in the order it's suppose to happen."
So I say to all, keep ticking on as I will as well and maybe you will see what else is important to hold to heart as I have, life and shit happens but only you know what matters most . Until then I am gonna read and get early night for little bit , lets grow a little more eh :")
Peace and Love
from your man in the hat ;)
Joseph Reynolds X
