I am writing now at another what I view critical point in my life and before I continue I feel I should make a point clear:
What I am writing now is not hostile or angry at any person / people/ faction etc etc, And people may say your just being polite but I am person and have free speech and I make a point of telling truth and being honest on here, so as I talk about recent life and events and all that jazz. I want to make it official I hold no angry at any certain people or want any of them to be guilty of anything, for this is life and it happens in such a mysterious way, yes it's not all good but how could we tell good without the bad, the ups without the down's. But I just wanted to say this so no one gets angry at anyone else or mis-interpret anything, because if they do they can freely talk to me and ask me to change or remove this but as I said this isn't anything bad against anyone and if anyone reads this and tries to be angry or mad or whatever to person/ peoples/ groups etc etc, then I will be mad because this is not what I want, life is too short for sorrow and conflict and I want none of it. anyway now thats out the way.
Now a lot happened in last couple of days and I am sad to regret it brought up past feelings, memories and turned them onto what I felt was the core of my very soul and heart and being frankly honest.......I felt that I had been ripped at the seams but I had time to compose myself and when presented with these thing I turned once again to many of my friends, not to hear them raise angry against the opposition, nor for sympathy ( well maybe a little but I was sad at the time) but for thoughts and for advice and basically to help me pull myself together...... and as usually they pulled through for me and most importantly I pulled through.
I originally gonna post a fair bit on this ( I mean a had wrote a whole lot and then said you know what no this is what i wanna write , this isn't me) but I just deleted it because.... well I can and it's not really needed here because I am moving on or well......I am beginning to begin again at moving on with life.
I HAVE AN AMAZING LIFE AND AMAZING FRIENDS.
That being said why should I stress or try to control or gain logic over everything that has happened out of my control.
Bruce Lee himself said " Learn to walk on. "Now sadly I cant fully quote due to fact I cant find it in my quotes book haha but point is clear enough, people need to walk on and need to learn it through life, life is difficult , no one said it would be easy but I am huge believer in karma and I know that everything happens for a reason - its just does and okay while I am still up and down I am happy for so many people my friends are happy with their lives and have proven themselves to be their for me and want me to get best out of life, and some of them have found that person who appears out of nowhere and happily have them by their side at this moment in time, and some of them have had them for a few years and some of them have only just recently found them..... and I am truly happy for them because they have what I look to strive towards for , they have that person who you just meet and just go I know I meant to date/ go out/ be with you.
And who knows if it will last forever, some people have that experience multiple times, sometimes they have it and later realize that it wasn't actually that ( I've been their) and then they may have it again and go yes this time i know it is ( I've been here as well :D ) . But their is someone out their for everyone and I think that is something everyone should strive towards. old saying is that you have five true loves in life and I have defiantly had one , so I have at least four more out their :')
Life works in a very weird way but as my facebook cover says:
We all encounter difficulties in life and its only after going back and facing these difficulties that we can progress forward in life.
I am back onto road of recovery and I have some great people from this past week to thank for that due to some incredible days in this week and some of the most challenging in my young life , but of course my friends will always be there and I will become me once again and even more then before.
Life - Everything Happens in the order it's suppose to happen
This is a quite a weird and possibly short post considering what I was originally working on but decided to write this instead after having a fun day and helping out two dear friends from critical moments in their life and reminded me of old saying by a mentor I use to have.
he said "Joseph there are two wolves fighting in your heart. Hate and Love ...... who survives? " I wasn't sure of the answer and asked him for it and he said " Whichever one you feed."
So which one do you want to feed I know my answer. Remember that and it will help you always
Thank you everyone, you all mean so much to me and I will be here for you whenever you need me for advice/ a laugh/ or anytime you just need a solid and good mate for any light or dark times you face :')
peace and love and of course best regards from your man in the hat
Joseph Reynolds x
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