Fast Car - Revelation: Another Step

Hey Bloggers/Viewers
(which I've discovered are based in UK, USA and Germany  )

I know I only just posted but I was in work today humming/singing(badly) the song Fast Car by Tracey Chapman, when suddenly a thought struck me ...... I want to be Loved....maybe I should expand a bit more.

Everyone wants to be loved I am sure, but for me this was a huge realization and I know for a certain friend of mine, he will agree that for me this is a HUGE STEP on my journey to self-discovery to finding who I am really.
Look at it this way everyone in one way or another everyone believes in a greater purpose in life or a reason to do the stuff they do, they want something from life , they have that purpose or that motivation or that belief.  People may want money, they may want that present they never got, they may want to get their dream, they may want their parents approval ...... whatever the list goes on and on and on.

I know what I want from life or what I wish to get from life as I progress in life:

I Want To Be Loved

and I don't necessarily mean in a romantic/sexual way (though I wouldn't complain), I want to be accepted by people, I want to be viewed as a warming influence by people, I want people to come to me in their darkest hour and I will shine for them and brighten their day, I want to be able to meet someone new and make a new best friend, I want to see an old ex friend/girlfriend and no what happened in past only view positives and leave on brighter note then before even if we was already on good terms :'). 

I feel this is a huge thing for me, many people say you don't need anyones approval other then your own, and you don't. This is not what I am aiming for, even if that person I meet today doesn't like me generally, I wanna leave a positive impression, I am not looking for everyone to like me, I don't think that is actually possible to be loved by everyone but all I want is to be loved by those who are in my life and can be in my life and who I want in my life because they matter to me. 

I finally feel like I am making progress into my future a little bit somewhere in my vast mood of a mind, I am finally another step forward to fully discovering who I am, It may still be far away but I have took another step. 

I want to be Loved by my family, my friends, my ex's, my ex-friends, my co-workers, everyone possible, if they don't want that, then it is their own loss , all I want to do is love and be loved in return, one good turn deserves another, a bit of light in the darkest hour etc etc ( The cliches are endless :P ) 

I want to be a positive influence on those who matter to me and I know that in turn I feel I will be loved as a brother, as a friend, as a lover .....that list will go on.

I want to be Loved and that can mean so many things but I know what it means to me and that is all that matters and those who are close to me will have some inkling of it. So I have made progress today and that means I can be even more of what/who I am and even more of what/who I am yet to be .

This post needs a special thanks to :
Luke Seddon, Stacey Newsham, Rachael Statham, Laura Harrington, Charley Buckley, Ryan Radley-Lawley, Jenny Slack, Lauren Mccann, Nick Crosbie, Sean Crannery, Joseph Mitchely, Jade Cunningham, Britta Korner, Jamie Cubbis, Sean Hutchings , Hayley Henderson, Amy Payne, Junior Schultz, Rebecca Reynolds, Sonia Sharma, Nem Singson, Ian Marc Bradley, Sarah-Louise Ashton, Poppy Boland, Tansy Parkinson, Emily Taylor.......And many many many many (x400) more. I wish I could mention everyone but these are literally the people that came to mind immediatley as I was writing but you guys make me realise why I love my friends, any girls I take a shine to, my family. You guys show me why I live, why I love, why I laugh, why I make mistakes and why I get back up again , so from the bottom of my heart and soul
Thank you xxx

I Want To Be Loved.......What Do You Want To Be?

Love to you all and Hopefully Love in return ;) - your man in a hat

Joseph Reynolds x