Hey all
I know its been a while since I've updated and I need to do it more, this is suppose to be one of my many creative mind spaces and should be a daily if not weekly thing i do. But back to my MAIN POINT.
This is a post about falling down and getting up again, this can be physical, metaphorical or how ever you wanna phrase it, what made me write this now was past two days or so I've had a really stressful and tough days and during that period all that's was in my head "i hate this", "that's annoying me" " i wish this or that person would stop being lazy" and the list goes on.
But i was in a mindset of negative energy which isn't good for a usually positive and outgoing person as myself, I'm usually the one making sure if anyone has fallen off their metaphorical (not sure if this is right context) horse, that i am there giving them a boost back up. So I've head my rant and rave and had these two really bad days which i haven't had for about I'd say maybe 4/5 months, only now that I've had chance to relax and had a moments pause that I had a little realisation if that is the word i am looking for, I'm not great with words.
It has been 4/5 months since I've had that bad of a day/s but during that time span before those days what have i done, i have had fun exercising, a couple of great nights out, a fantastic couple of shows and workshops, brilliant time and memories with my friends and found a great girlfriend to also create memories with. That's only a little bit of how fantastic those months have been, that list could easily been condensed into one single month for me, so even more fantastic stuff has happened as well.
So in another view its took me that long and those many great things to encounter a really bad day, which quiet frankly i could deal with., i mean this year compared to a fair bit of last year has been awesome and I'm doing so much better in so many aspects of my life. So if i have to 2 days of really bad stress to have another 4/5 months of fantastic stuff that's gonna be even better then the last then bring it on, I'll gladly face it.
In a final note all I am saying is that when time seems tough, find a moment to review the past month or so or think of couple of good/great things that have happened to you and you'll easily laugh off your troubles and have a new breath of fresh air to tackle any issues.
As my brother in arms once said to me and I like to think i live by these words and couple others is "Everything happens in the order its suppose to happen ", so you just never know maybe what's happening right now leads to something better round the corner. thanks Luke those words are one of a few great inspirations to me :')
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