Hey once again
So here I am once again updating this and the title for today's piece of writing is called "Life and It's unpredictable changes". This is about life i write it now after couple of major changes in my life so i may write and then re-edit myself as i go along but think this is a great way to release a bit of my mental pressure and a nice way to do it i think.
Just a note and I will mention it again at the end before some thanks i think possibly haven't decided yet but all this is good and I hold no ill will or bad bearings to anyone mention in any light. all the people possibly referenced to in this whether good or bad or sometimes indifferent are all fantastic people and people I respect and admire , if any of them feel i may mention a bad thing about them, then I ask them to please talk to me and i I will happily edit or talk to them but everyone I keep in my life and stay in contact with no matter the time I last spoke to them mean so much to me and wouldn't want them to ever leave my life.
So sadly in one aspect of my life I am lacking again but should I feel angry, should I feel sad, how should anyone react when they become single again, these things affect everyone differently some people come to terms with it quickly, some take longer and some people just don't care, I don't think anyone in my life falls into that last category except my very first girlfriend and she isn't worth any space in my head anymore.
I have had a many talks with people each one been a funny and re-assuring matter but all comes back down to "you'll be back up in no time as you always are Joe/Joseph/Joey (depending who I am speaking to). And that's true I have faced situations like this before and worse all the more where life and death has been a main risk at times (but those are different stories), I suppose that should make it better but it doesn't but what can I do , keep clinging on to maybe that we could get back together, wish that person ill will......NO that is bad on both accounts what ever doesn't kill you makes you stronger and though it may take time, time heals all wounds and makes you better for it.
Secondly if I did truly care for that person why would I bear them ill will, do I not want them happy, do I not want them to succeed in life....YES, YES I DO. And maybe that doesn't include me in their life in that aspect but I am still in their life as their friend and I would like to believe as a very important friend, but all my friends are important to me, they have always supported me and they have done that for me now and I believe they would in the future.
I will always do the same for them, I am not a spiteful guy or a vengeful guy, I have been with people who have gotten what they want , sometimes even if it meant I myself had to sacrifice my opportunity or possibly what could be referred to as 'My Happiness' in the process. But would I change anything ........
NO I WOULDN'T , those time have made me who I am and they have made me into a very loved and caring person who has a great life and lifestyle and many awesome friends with so many opportunities in the unknown future.
In my last little bit before the end, I'd have to say that couple of things people have said that mean a lot to me and I could and possibly am writing a paragraph on who they are and what they said but it means a lot to me and these people have kept me and will keep me moving on towards the future:
"You will remember those times till day you die but you will always remember that you had them" - Tom
"I'm not gonna lie Joe, its gonna hurt and may take awhile but your a great guy and will get through it but I'm here for you night and day if you need me" - Charley
"Everything Happens in the order it's suppose to happen" - Luke
"Here if you need a chat anytime lovely" - Jenny, Stacey, Rachael and many many more of my friends ;'D
So I wouldn't change a single step of what I had for it was brilliant and I think I'd regret changing anything because for me it was perfection.
So yes I will have my ups and downs, good times and bad times. But I will live life as it is, for it is too short for regrets and what ifs. So yes I don't have those times at the moment that makes me go "oh yeah that was awesome/lovely/beautiful." But as my friend once said I will always remember that I had them :')
Peace and Best regards
Joseph Reynolds , your guy in the hat x
Saturday, 31 March 2012
Sunday, 18 March 2012
Writing and Life
I find writing like life is a bit hard to keep track of
I mean looking at today, while yes it is mothers day a lot of stuff has happened, there was a power cut at my work and a situation where i was needed i feel just to be nearby in case anyone needed extra support, i wont go into much detail into that situation for sake of one person but fortunately everything was sorted in the end.
But its moments nah days like these that i feel i need to take more from and write about.
Today has been a day where i feel will make me a stronger person and prepare for future events in my life , this has also allowed me a moment to look at my life and think how extremely lucky i am to have so much in my life with only so few negatives. I have such a good life and feel i should live it more, so including what i have learnt today i wish to each day now, taking in a new lesson each day and remember it , write about and then live a better life after learning that lesson.
The morale simplified here - Live, laugh and love. life is too short for regrets, make mistake , cause trouble , learn and love, lose and move on. Life is but a passing moment while death is an eternal dream.
Make This Passing Moment Count
Regards
Man in the hat, Joey :)
I mean looking at today, while yes it is mothers day a lot of stuff has happened, there was a power cut at my work and a situation where i was needed i feel just to be nearby in case anyone needed extra support, i wont go into much detail into that situation for sake of one person but fortunately everything was sorted in the end.
But its moments nah days like these that i feel i need to take more from and write about.
Today has been a day where i feel will make me a stronger person and prepare for future events in my life , this has also allowed me a moment to look at my life and think how extremely lucky i am to have so much in my life with only so few negatives. I have such a good life and feel i should live it more, so including what i have learnt today i wish to each day now, taking in a new lesson each day and remember it , write about and then live a better life after learning that lesson.
The morale simplified here - Live, laugh and love. life is too short for regrets, make mistake , cause trouble , learn and love, lose and move on. Life is but a passing moment while death is an eternal dream.
Make This Passing Moment Count
Regards
Man in the hat, Joey :)
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Falling down and getting up again
Hey all
I know its been a while since I've updated and I need to do it more, this is suppose to be one of my many creative mind spaces and should be a daily if not weekly thing i do. But back to my MAIN POINT.
This is a post about falling down and getting up again, this can be physical, metaphorical or how ever you wanna phrase it, what made me write this now was past two days or so I've had a really stressful and tough days and during that period all that's was in my head "i hate this", "that's annoying me" " i wish this or that person would stop being lazy" and the list goes on.
But i was in a mindset of negative energy which isn't good for a usually positive and outgoing person as myself, I'm usually the one making sure if anyone has fallen off their metaphorical (not sure if this is right context) horse, that i am there giving them a boost back up. So I've head my rant and rave and had these two really bad days which i haven't had for about I'd say maybe 4/5 months, only now that I've had chance to relax and had a moments pause that I had a little realisation if that is the word i am looking for, I'm not great with words.
It has been 4/5 months since I've had that bad of a day/s but during that time span before those days what have i done, i have had fun exercising, a couple of great nights out, a fantastic couple of shows and workshops, brilliant time and memories with my friends and found a great girlfriend to also create memories with. That's only a little bit of how fantastic those months have been, that list could easily been condensed into one single month for me, so even more fantastic stuff has happened as well.
So in another view its took me that long and those many great things to encounter a really bad day, which quiet frankly i could deal with., i mean this year compared to a fair bit of last year has been awesome and I'm doing so much better in so many aspects of my life. So if i have to 2 days of really bad stress to have another 4/5 months of fantastic stuff that's gonna be even better then the last then bring it on, I'll gladly face it.
In a final note all I am saying is that when time seems tough, find a moment to review the past month or so or think of couple of good/great things that have happened to you and you'll easily laugh off your troubles and have a new breath of fresh air to tackle any issues.
As my brother in arms once said to me and I like to think i live by these words and couple others is "Everything happens in the order its suppose to happen ", so you just never know maybe what's happening right now leads to something better round the corner. thanks Luke those words are one of a few great inspirations to me :')
I know its been a while since I've updated and I need to do it more, this is suppose to be one of my many creative mind spaces and should be a daily if not weekly thing i do. But back to my MAIN POINT.
This is a post about falling down and getting up again, this can be physical, metaphorical or how ever you wanna phrase it, what made me write this now was past two days or so I've had a really stressful and tough days and during that period all that's was in my head "i hate this", "that's annoying me" " i wish this or that person would stop being lazy" and the list goes on.
But i was in a mindset of negative energy which isn't good for a usually positive and outgoing person as myself, I'm usually the one making sure if anyone has fallen off their metaphorical (not sure if this is right context) horse, that i am there giving them a boost back up. So I've head my rant and rave and had these two really bad days which i haven't had for about I'd say maybe 4/5 months, only now that I've had chance to relax and had a moments pause that I had a little realisation if that is the word i am looking for, I'm not great with words.
It has been 4/5 months since I've had that bad of a day/s but during that time span before those days what have i done, i have had fun exercising, a couple of great nights out, a fantastic couple of shows and workshops, brilliant time and memories with my friends and found a great girlfriend to also create memories with. That's only a little bit of how fantastic those months have been, that list could easily been condensed into one single month for me, so even more fantastic stuff has happened as well.
So in another view its took me that long and those many great things to encounter a really bad day, which quiet frankly i could deal with., i mean this year compared to a fair bit of last year has been awesome and I'm doing so much better in so many aspects of my life. So if i have to 2 days of really bad stress to have another 4/5 months of fantastic stuff that's gonna be even better then the last then bring it on, I'll gladly face it.
In a final note all I am saying is that when time seems tough, find a moment to review the past month or so or think of couple of good/great things that have happened to you and you'll easily laugh off your troubles and have a new breath of fresh air to tackle any issues.
As my brother in arms once said to me and I like to think i live by these words and couple others is "Everything happens in the order its suppose to happen ", so you just never know maybe what's happening right now leads to something better round the corner. thanks Luke those words are one of a few great inspirations to me :')
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